Well Why Don't You Just Decide For Me, Oh My Word!

So you make desicions and you move on with your life, you live on and forget that we even had a converstaion, yet your still deciding things for me. How does that work! I want my brain to be mine, not yours!
I am in control don't get me wrong, but occassionally those little after thoughts that generally mean nothing seem to sneak attack from my blind side, which also happens to be my weak side.
Then a small mess procedes, but no worries all is back in tip top condition after a little sleep and a phone call to a most beloved best friend. It just never ceases to amaze me how hopefull I am about some people changing there evident and very inconvient faults.
I once asked if I was really so stupid as to believe what had been laid out so beautifully before me, when a good friend of mine wisely replied, "Your not stupid, you are hopeful.".
Well hope our train has had an abrupt stop, sorry for the inconvience, but don't expect an apology, or even a friendly "Oh hello, I didnt' see your heart there.My bad.", cause as in the past tradition, its not coming.
Disclaimer: This IS about a boy, you guessed it. I don't talk to him anymore, I haven't in months. But he is still chasing down my sane thought process and slaughtering it in the streets of my mind. His predictable behavior has struck again and it caught me off guard. Don't be alarmed, I'm fine, just using my blog as an outlet. I actually feel alot better :) Yay for venting!

P.S. Her "amazingly beautiful" blue eyes, yeah they are contacts. Just a heads up.