Happiness is...

Happiness is...
Taking a dive and getting really comfortable and peeing in the pool.
Taking not one, but TWO naps on Sunday.
Finding that one sock you couldn't find.
Remembering you have yummy leftovers in the fridge still :D
Donought Fridays.
Meeting new people.
Realizing your on the same page as someone when you thought you weren't.
Talkin to your parents on Sunday nights.
Free food.
Sleeping in, which never happens any more.
Finding money in your pockets on laundry day.
Cancelled classes.
Spongebob Shapes Mac N Cheese.
Rain.
Teal Blue.
Rabid Kitten Milk haha
Summer 2012.
Peacocks.
My spot in Pima.
Turning your phone off for the day.
Realizing he wasn't that great after all, your right, you DID tell me so!
Acing a test you didn't study for.
Going to the Temple.
Candy.
Perry the Platypus.
Chiricuaha Leopard Frogs.
Dreaming.
Applejuice. :D
Having a best friend.
When the guy you like just happens to kinda like you back ;)
Life.
EP

She is for Display Only

What the freak! Really?! Honestly?! I am not sure how I go to even get into this "Zoo" but I am like the coy pond, there are so many little fish who look just like me that its fun for all the visitors to just fatten me up and keep going to look at the other attractions, but then out of the blue comes the Male Mallard in all his colorful wonderful glory...and what does he do?! Goes swimming! Why! You were in the mist of Peacocks and beautiful Giraffes, tigers and even the freakin camel is cute! Why ON EARTH would you swim in the pond, or even attempt to put a beautiful webbed toe int eh pond! Are you dumb?! Were you dropped one too many times from the nest?! Its a FREAKIN COY POND! On that note, I love that you did go swimming, I'm the happiest Coy anyone has ever seen.True Story. Honk.
EP

Applejuice!

So I will start by saying that of all the Juices on this earth I have finally been introduced to one that appeals to me greatly.Applejuice.
I like applejuice, alot. And to be perfectly honest I am more than extatic to know that Applejuice just happens to like me :D

On another note Life is great! I am going to school and keeping up with stuff! I got Montie pictures the other day and he looks and sounds SO FANTASTIC! Ah! So happy to hear from a good friend :D
Dance is going well, its hard and pointe is amazing, I am so blessed that my hip is cooperating well enough for me to do what I love and need!
This weekend is a game! So was last week I am very excited and I know it will go well, I jsut hope my enthusiam rubs off on others who are less willing to continue with what they signed up for. I really wish that some individuals would see that their attitude has affect on those around them, and they need to realize that their team mates look up to them, whether they realize it or not! If only I could say these things without people getting offended, its called constructive critism and our team could benefit from it greatly! :P
I'm going picknicking tomorrow with Chipipher! We are going to take a radio and listen to conferance on our picknick :D Should be bueno :D
Other than that life is awesome! I finally got my energy back after being sick for almost two weeks and it feels AWESOME! I got a great compliment the other day, someone told me that I was the most enthusiastic person they had ever met, that just makes me extatic :D I would love that if that is how peopel knew me :D Someday!
Have an awesome week and smile, it tends to rub off on thsoe who need it :D
EP

Babling

Hmmm...Well as in the tradition of the past I am going to try to be more open but not enough so that you ACTUALLY know what I'm talking about.This won't make sense to you...or it might. Just venting. And other happy randomosity :D Enjoy :D

I really like how people say how excited they are to hear from you and they talk to you all day, then you don't here from them for months.

I really love hypocrits or people who think its ok to say one thing and mean another. Or how they like to rationilize their behavior.Your a player...but your too self righteous to jsut say it, cause heaven forbid, YOUR NOT PERFECT AFTERALL! *gasp*

I do actaully like freinds who will lsiten to you and help you to realize that the things that you worry about are legitimate.

I wish that some people would understand that growing up isn't a movie, and that sometimes your frog prince is covered in mud, don't overlook him, he is STILL a frog, just not as happy and green as you were hoping.

In a perfect world Lance Armstrong and Jack Johnson are best friends.

Fear is a falasy. You only live once. Live it up. Balls Out.

Do what your supposed to do, and be where your supposed to be and the Lord will take care of the rest.

The name Lisa makes me think of the word Rice.

Kings of Leon take me to Philly in the Fall with the rain, the teal blue, the bib and the chandalear. Thank you Caleb Followill.

I LOVE SNOWCONES.

Biology and Dance make me happy and I am going to stay at EA to get both my Forestry and WIldlife Biology Degrees. I am still trying to accept that. I will officailly be an old lady when I leave here. 20. Gross.

I need to let some things go, shoulders are for brushing off and shrugging not bearing of harsh feeling EP, get it go.

I am happy and I deserve it gosh dang it :D

EP

Mlogging Folly

So it's almost 2 in the morning and I am still awake, which isn' t the unusual part, but somehow sleep just does not seem appealing right now, thats the unusual part. I'm a Payne it is in my DNA to want sleep haha
I am in the beautiful 505 for a few days visiting family, I would like to give a shout out to Mr.Bret Jensen, thanks for the break, I appreciate it and took your advice to heart, the rest of the trip to ABQ was more than uneventful. I owe you!
So I have internet here at home and was cruisin the FB and decided to check an old friends profile. I haven't seen or spoken to this person in MONTHS but just felt compelled to see how they were doing. They are alive, which is good. I think. jk No, it looked like they were just groovin' on with life as usual. Which I suppose is good cause I am as well, in fact life is awesome for me right now! But I was hoping for some piece of evidence that they maybe in anyway possible know that I existed and perhaps in some strange paralell universe, miss me. Terd and D this is not who you think it is, promise. Anyways, no sign what so ever, but at the same time, if there WAS some even miniscule piece of evidence of me in their life I would run far far far away, so why do I hope that I'm present there?
I think I want to know that they think of me just as much as I think of them, which is decreasing as a matter of fact, but still pops up occassionally, that is unavoidable. I can deal with it, and I finally have someone to talk to about it, but at the same time, no one can fully understand and empathize so I still feel like its my load to carry.Sing it Alanis, you know my life! Life goes on and I'm sure in another year this will be obsolete, of course I'm not that lucky haha, but one can always hope! Wow this sounds way more serious than it is. I'm just spittin' game here haha makin my brain some room to breathe is all :P
I read O's blog and got inspired,your brave girl, love ya! I should be more open with what I write, this is MY blog afterall! I plan on trying to blog more, writing makes me happy, and I ALWAYS have something to write about. Good times.
On another note, Mont si doing well and still writing, he has been gone for almost 4 months! Shoot! Joe and I are still close and hangin as usual with Dave, Scoggs, and the crew. School starts in another week and I will be busy but in completly in bliss, 26 credits boo ya! :P
Ok I feel better. Don't ask who I'm talkin about, cause if I wanted yout o know, I would tell ya! :D
EP

Walk it Out.

So I started my aerobics class yesterday...lets just say the couple of women in my class have at least a good 50 years on me...each. Haha they were cute though! It was funny to watch them "brisk walk" whatever that is, and the teacher, well she is probably in her 40's and kicked that football tracks TRASH! I kept up with her the whole time, which made me feel good, but passing all the other ladies made my night eventful. I heard all sorts of great conversations everything from who was at the Temple that evening, to who kept their last names after the divorce (Scandal!), but I think the funniest was the flashbacks, "I haven't done this since 1960!" Oh my word! That was 30 years before I was even born haha But it was fun, it made me feel in shape thats for sure and they were all very nice...we did bleachers, and by we I mean the teacher and myself, the rest all had knee issues so they stuck to the track. Made my day. It truly was one of those times when you wish you were with a friend to totally crack up with. Oh! And the power music! Ha! The teacher, I think her name is Debbie, she had music which she had in the back ground in order to "Keep us movin!", yeah well little did the sweet sisters of the Mt.Graham Nearly Dead Ward know that that entailed Fergalicious, Grillz, and In Da Club amongst others hahaha that truly just did me in, I could not help but laugh as they looked at each other in complete despair and concern... "What is coming into my ears?!"
Tune in Tuesday for Class #2, hopefully it is just as entertaining!
-EP

The Llama in all of us...well maybe it's just me.

Hello to all!
I write from the beautiful and oh so kinda cluttered office of the parental units! I'm in the 505 this week! Woot Woot!
Not just for kicks and giggles, but to have DUN DUN DUN! Oral Surgery!
Never fret however, all went well, except for the part where one quarter of my lips are numb for the next 6-8 weeks, but who's complaining right?! Right?!
Well anyways, I am now without four not so helpful Wisdom teeth, and I now have two chains running from two of my bottom teeth to the wire that connects all of my braces, lucky me! It feels like it is keeping all my jaw together, when in reality it's just causing problems.
Oh well its over with, and the after math has ensued, the not being able to chew, the crazy dreams I get while on meds (Hello Circus Life!), the llama face. That's right, the llama face. I do not look like your average post surgery fury tailed varmint (i.e. chipmunk, squirrel, other puffy cheeked oddity), I look like, a LLAMA!
Have you ever seen a llama when it has food in it's mouth?! They create these HUGE cheeks to hold everything! And I do not blame them one bit either, MAN are they attractive, let me just tell you!
Well all is well that ends well, hopefully I will be back to my not llama self soon, in the mean time, re-runs of the Emperor's New Groove will be playing intermittently at my house if you feel so inclined.
Hope everyone has an awesome and week! Remember to smile! Cause I know I can't....yet ;)
-EP